Cabella's ~ Broken

(7/7/11)
Thursday we got up and did our daily routine, heading to the hospital to see BrynLee.. We ate breakfast and headed to Lehi to get Aybri.. It sure is sad how I can miss her so much in such little time! She was alseep when Kallie and Tracy met us at Cabella's but as soon as she knew mom and dad were around, she woke right up! She sure had alot of fun there! Everything she saw was a "horse" of course, but it was so cute how she was amazed by every animal she saw! Even the birds and fish were "horse!" LOL.. It sure would have been alot more fun in Cabella's if we had some money to spend, but what do you do? It was still nice to walk around and look and laugh at Aybri!
We headed back to the hospital and instantly I felt so bad for Aybri.. The hospital hallway is no fun for anyone, let alone a very busy 14 month old! I told Jocko that as much as I love having her here with us, I thought she needed to go back home with his sister.. He agreed..
It tears me up in so many ways when I think about my kids and where they all are! I know they are happy and they're all taken care of, but I just can't wait until we can all be together again! It feels broken.. My family is broken right now and that makes me broken! I'm just glad the girls got to be together for the weekend! I know my little bogger missed her sissy! Even if she was sick of her in the first 5 minutes of seeing her, I know how much she missed her! They are best buds!